Don't do it. You'll regret it. Think about all the people who care about you. Think about the people you haven't met that could change your life. Think about the things you haven't done yet. Think about the events that you haven't experienced yet and will be ahead. Please don't do it. I'm begging you. I rarely beg. You may only have 1 chance at this life. Don't throw it away. Live through each and every moment and try to enjoy life. Don't take the silly option. Make the right choice. Live on.
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If you haven't already killed yourself, then there is a part of you that doesn't want to waste your life. There are reasons you want to live, and you know it. Think about these things, and try to ignore the bad things in life.
Hey, I don't know you at all, so coming from someone whom this will not affect at all:
Don't do it. Life sucks. Nobody makes it out alive. Despite this fact there are hundreds of people dieing each day that would prefer to take your life and live it than die to murder, disease, malnutrition, all of the horrifying and painful ways to die. IF you won't live for yourself live for other people, volunteer with all your time, spend your life saving wild animals or helping homeless people off the street. If you are 15 years old you have consumed 15 years worth of human supply, you need to repay that in whatever way you can, and suicide is not that. All that comes of suicide is pain, and your parents and family and friends will all feel like failures for not saving you and not being whatever you needed them to be to not commit suicide.
In high school I used to know this guy who everyone loved to hang around with, but no girls liked him at all. His crush liked him as a friend and he couldn't get over it. When he committed suicide there were ~500 people at the funeral, and more than anything I felt rage that he could do that to all of us. Understand you are taking the easy way out, the difficult part is what your family and friends will have to do to move on and deal with your suicide. The girl he liked still has nightmares/crying fits to this day (3 years later) that she might have been able to do something, and all of his friends still miss him terribly, I can't imagine how his family feels. I tell you this so you know that your suicide might be the "end" of what you consider a miserable existance, but that is no reason to punish people who care about you.
Archon Kamigawa, I don't mind if you think that my opinion doesent matter, I would hope that you see that I'm being honest in my post, but I at least hope that you can see the sheer number of people who are viewing this thread at the moment and who show that they care. There are 168 people at this moment alone who are concerned about your safety, that's more people than I talk to in an average week, and I go to university and I work. This alone should show you that people care about you enough to tell you that this isn't the answer. That's all I wanted to say.
EDIT: Make that 199 people, do you see AK, this is how much we care.
I Know people who have tried to kill them selves before. Most of the time while they are doing it they know it wrong and will try to save them selves its called survival instincts and I know you have them do not kill yourself.
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210 people are looking ath this thread. 30 have posted. Almost 250 people that have never met you still care enough about you that they don't want to see you do this.
I can't say I know anyone who's committed suicide but I had a friend who considered it. The same thing that I told her applies for you: infinitely more people are going to regret your death than those who regret your life. It's not worth appeasing a minority with so many people wanting something else.
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I can't say I know anyone who's committed suicide but I had a friend who considered it. The same thing that I told her applies for you: infinitely more people are going to regret your death than those who regret your life. It's not worth appeasing a minority with so many people wanting something else.
couldnt have said it better myself, archon please feel the love and cherish life
I do not know you, and it could even be seen as innapropriate for me to say this. I admit that, however I will still speak this.
I assume you want to kill yourself, because of something ridiculously depressing, and that if you kill yourself you think you will find another place that, even if worse, won't be as bad as what you are experiencing right now. Although, what sort of proof do you have of what will happen to you once you die? What's to say that you won't experience the same depressing thing you feel right now, or something even worse, instead of a lesser evil? I'm not saying to never die because you don't know if you will have a worse existence or not, you will die eventually, as we all will, there's no reason to advance the process, for the fact you may one day in those later existences cherish the misery you feel now. Think about what you have now, no matter how bad it may seem, and how it could be unimaginably so much worse. There is no promise in death, only in continued life can you be promised of what will come.
Please don't kill yourself, I don't know you, but I don't want you to slip into something worse than what you feel now. Please don't take that chance.
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If you have medical issues or anything like that please dont let that stop you from being the amazing person that everyone here feels you have been and yet can be. My beautiful girlfriend and I both have depression/bipolar disorders but i assure you they matter not. I know that her depths of sadness and despair are matched with an equivalent pillar of happiness. Deep valleys make for tall peaks of life as well and i promise you that they are worth it.
Please don't go through with it, I know for a fact that life may be difficult at times, but here on MTGS, we are all like a family to one another. Look at this thread, it is a testament to how much we all care about you and need you in our lives. Please don't leave, we all value you here!
210 people are looking ath this thread. 30 have posted. Almost 250 people that have never met you still care enough about you that they don't want to see you do this.
I can't say I know anyone who's committed suicide but I had a friend who considered it. The same thing that I told her applies for you: infinitely more people are going to regret your death than those who regret your life. It's not worth appeasing a minority with so many people wanting something else.
Said perfectly. Archon, you're not alone. So many people who have never even met you care so much. I know you're there. Please reply.
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When I was your age, I really thought about killing myself. Really, I could't take life anymore. Life hurts, it's true. But what you do with this pain is what really matters. I can't say that I never thought about dying again. I think about it sometimes. It's very hard to live with thoughs like this.
I can't say that I understand you, because everyones life is different. But I can say that everything will be better if you resist, and live. It's hard. All life is hard. But thats what make life such a gift for us. If life was easy, it would suck. You will overcome this, and will be a much better person after, I'm sure. But please, don't kill yourself, because your life is very valuable. For you, for your family, even to everyone who don't know you, and are really trying to help. Please, I know that words mean almost nothing, but I beg you, stay here.
Shine us. So many people are trying to help. I know I'm not the only one whos shaking and crying while writing.
Please, stay with us.
Unfortunately her account is set to private and probably not in the mood to accept friend requests.
Also, I know this might seem counter--intuitive, but usually the best way to get through big problems is to just let it out.
Write out everything that's troubling you, put it all out there on a blog or a post or anything. Trust me, speaking my mind to clear my head has done wonders when I'm feeling pissed. I really think it'll help. Plus others will be able to suggest on how to help yourself.
The fact that you announced you were going to do this shows that you want us to know, and you want to try and be convinced otherwise. We're here to help you for anything.
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Boy have I been here almost once,
I don't believe that this can be solved through an emotional response, you have to appeal to the logic inside of a person that see's exactly what life is without a religious side, worthless.... I am not religious whatsoever and have an honest yearning for life, Archon I've done like 3 posts in forums my whole life. I have no emotional ties other than the person randomly visiting this thread in a rumor mill. I will not ask you to stop, i believe a human can make their own decision, and through logic we always make the correct one for ourselves.
The reason I exist/live/whatever you want to call it is to exist for the human race, to help what I can in terms of social/intellectual evolution, this is our purpose, from what I can tell no more or less. It is obvious SOMETHING changed your perception of life recently, but I honestly believe that whatever it is, not sharing it to an objective person is ridiculous. Get your facts right before you do something like this, if you are justified this is my first and last post, but at least post the story. I am more interested than empathetic, but I really want to get inside of the mind of a person that believes what you do. I believe your experience right here is an evolutionary step. Please do not deny us of your insight into life.
Don't do it. You'll regret it. Think about all the people who care about you. Think about the people you haven't met that could change your life. Think about the things you haven't done yet. Think about the events that you haven't experienced yet and will be ahead. Please don't do it. I'm begging you. I rarely beg. You may only have 1 chance at this life. Don't throw it away. Live through each and every moment and try to enjoy life. Don't take the silly option. Make the right choice. Live on.
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Don't do it. Life sucks. Nobody makes it out alive. Despite this fact there are hundreds of people dieing each day that would prefer to take your life and live it than die to murder, disease, malnutrition, all of the horrifying and painful ways to die. IF you won't live for yourself live for other people, volunteer with all your time, spend your life saving wild animals or helping homeless people off the street. If you are 15 years old you have consumed 15 years worth of human supply, you need to repay that in whatever way you can, and suicide is not that. All that comes of suicide is pain, and your parents and family and friends will all feel like failures for not saving you and not being whatever you needed them to be to not commit suicide.
In high school I used to know this guy who everyone loved to hang around with, but no girls liked him at all. His crush liked him as a friend and he couldn't get over it. When he committed suicide there were ~500 people at the funeral, and more than anything I felt rage that he could do that to all of us. Understand you are taking the easy way out, the difficult part is what your family and friends will have to do to move on and deal with your suicide. The girl he liked still has nightmares/crying fits to this day (3 years later) that she might have been able to do something, and all of his friends still miss him terribly, I can't imagine how his family feels. I tell you this so you know that your suicide might be the "end" of what you consider a miserable existance, but that is no reason to punish people who care about you.
EDIT: Make that 199 people, do you see AK, this is how much we care.
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I can't say I know anyone who's committed suicide but I had a friend who considered it. The same thing that I told her applies for you: infinitely more people are going to regret your death than those who regret your life. It's not worth appeasing a minority with so many people wanting something else.
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couldnt have said it better myself, archon please feel the love and cherish life
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I assume you want to kill yourself, because of something ridiculously depressing, and that if you kill yourself you think you will find another place that, even if worse, won't be as bad as what you are experiencing right now. Although, what sort of proof do you have of what will happen to you once you die? What's to say that you won't experience the same depressing thing you feel right now, or something even worse, instead of a lesser evil? I'm not saying to never die because you don't know if you will have a worse existence or not, you will die eventually, as we all will, there's no reason to advance the process, for the fact you may one day in those later existences cherish the misery you feel now. Think about what you have now, no matter how bad it may seem, and how it could be unimaginably so much worse. There is no promise in death, only in continued life can you be promised of what will come.
Please don't kill yourself, I don't know you, but I don't want you to slip into something worse than what you feel now. Please don't take that chance.
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When I was your age, I really thought about killing myself. Really, I could't take life anymore. Life hurts, it's true. But what you do with this pain is what really matters. I can't say that I never thought about dying again. I think about it sometimes. It's very hard to live with thoughs like this.
I can't say that I understand you, because everyones life is different. But I can say that everything will be better if you resist, and live. It's hard. All life is hard. But thats what make life such a gift for us. If life was easy, it would suck. You will overcome this, and will be a much better person after, I'm sure. But please, don't kill yourself, because your life is very valuable. For you, for your family, even to everyone who don't know you, and are really trying to help. Please, I know that words mean almost nothing, but I beg you, stay here.
Shine us. So many people are trying to help. I know I'm not the only one whos shaking and crying while writing.
Please, stay with us.
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Unfortunately her account is set to private and probably not in the mood to accept friend requests.
Also, I know this might seem counter--intuitive, but usually the best way to get through big problems is to just let it out.
Write out everything that's troubling you, put it all out there on a blog or a post or anything. Trust me, speaking my mind to clear my head has done wonders when I'm feeling pissed. I really think it'll help. Plus others will be able to suggest on how to help yourself.
The fact that you announced you were going to do this shows that you want us to know, and you want to try and be convinced otherwise. We're here to help you for anything.
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I don't believe that this can be solved through an emotional response, you have to appeal to the logic inside of a person that see's exactly what life is without a religious side, worthless.... I am not religious whatsoever and have an honest yearning for life, Archon I've done like 3 posts in forums my whole life. I have no emotional ties other than the person randomly visiting this thread in a rumor mill. I will not ask you to stop, i believe a human can make their own decision, and through logic we always make the correct one for ourselves.
The reason I exist/live/whatever you want to call it is to exist for the human race, to help what I can in terms of social/intellectual evolution, this is our purpose, from what I can tell no more or less. It is obvious SOMETHING changed your perception of life recently, but I honestly believe that whatever it is, not sharing it to an objective person is ridiculous. Get your facts right before you do something like this, if you are justified this is my first and last post, but at least post the story. I am more interested than empathetic, but I really want to get inside of the mind of a person that believes what you do. I believe your experience right here is an evolutionary step. Please do not deny us of your insight into life.
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